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Saturday, November 21, 2015

the god of fear

We wear it like a badge of honor. It is a sign of wisdom, proof of discernment and good sense. We are quick to confess it, proud to reveal that we feel it, and prouder still when our obedience to it informs our decisions and guides our actions. It's worshipped in our politics, our planning, our churches, and our families.

We talk about it with the assumption that it is justified. We refer to it like it should be obvious. At the first sign of shame, we conceal it with words like "concern" and "being responsible".  We are convinced that it should be touted with confidence by anyone who has a true sense of the state of things - anyone who is informed or aware or who sees the pitfalls, dangers, or risks. Certainly it is prudent. Certainly we are in the right when we warn others about their reckless actions, or offer our opinions about the craziness of their choices.

At all costs we must never disobey this god. He demands our allegiance. He requires our constant deference. He insists that we forever bear his "cross of anxiety". It is VERY heavy, but we have long honed the muscle groups necessary to carry it.

How many things are left undone due to our devotion to this god?

We rarely venture onto the other side of the tracks. If we do, it is briefly and only to serve the related demi-god of guilt.

We applaud ourselves for standing alongside people we can identify with and pushing away those who need us most.

We don't hesitate to change our profile picture in support of one people group that was terrorized on one horrific Friday in November, but we refuse to hold out our hands to a group of people who've endured countless Fridays of terror, several years worth of homelessness and unknowns, and who've forgotten that 'security' even exists in this world.

We have no problems protecting our own children, while refusing others the opportunity to protect theirs

We hold onto conservative, American principles, proclaiming safety, liberty, and the pursuit of health, wealth, and happiness as if they are gospel truth, while the real Gospel message of unmerited grace to undeserving sinners is somehow ignored.

The god of fear enables us to worship family, comfort, safety, and security. It allows us to care for the less fortunate of our choosing, freeing us from debilitating thoughts of having to care for those who are different. It allows our guilt to be assuaged simply by placing a few bills in the offering plate, by sending a check to the most deserving go-fund-me campaign, or even by ‘liking’ a convicting post or hash-tagging whatever’s trending at the moment.

As we close our borders, we cripple our torch-bearer by disregarding the very inscription that she (and we) were once known for:

"Give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, the wretched refuse of your teeming shore. Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me, I lift my lamp beside the golden door!" 

New Colossus by Emma Lazarus

Maybe that's why she's weeping.

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Wednesday, November 4, 2015

I miss Sudan

“I miss Sudan.”

He was feeling reminiscent today, nostalgic even. Sometimes we chat about tests he’s studying for or issues with friends in the dorm. Often it will be the ups-and-downs he experiences in his walk with the Lord. We focus on accountability and the constant struggle of sin in our lives. Once in a while the conversation might turn to that girl, the one everyone assumes he likes but he insists is just a good friend.

Not today. Today, he wanted to talk about home. Sudan.


Of course, any mention of the word home with MKs exposes a broad range of meanings. For this student, at least today, home meant Sudan. This is where he spent most of his childhood. In the years before coming to RVA, he lived on a farm outside of the city and commuted to an International day school.  His best friend, another MK from Switzerland, went to school with him.  This is the period in time he remembers as the good ole’ days, though as he describes his life there, it’s hard to believe why.

He remembers, with what can only be described as fondness, the harsh living conditions; if they had relied on rain for their water supply, they would’ve died of thirst. It was a remote place, a hard place, but it was undoubtedly the place their family was most needed. The Sudanese people they served were not Christian, and their ministry was making an impact. They were helping people. His dad was training them to raise crops in an unforgiving environment, how to get clean water, and how to conserve. 

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A place where rain would fall only a few times a year and the mercury would climb higher each day, the air so thick it was hard to breathe – this is the place he was homesick for today.

At certain points in the conversation, I couldn’t tell if what he was missing more was a time or a place. Growing up for this young man has been a series of goodbyes. Goodbyes to people, farewells to places, and see-you-laters to chapters in his life he won’t likely see again. It was a simpler time, though, and a younger version of himself battled less with the unknowns and the what-ifs of a teenager. He smiled as he explained how he used to be able to relate to just about anyone, as long as there was a soccer ball involved; it was the one language in which everyone was fluent.


South Korea doesn’t feel like home, although that’s what his passport says. South Sudan, where his parents are now working, doesn’t either. Kenya is where he goes to school and has spent the vast majority of the last 4 years, but its not home either.

The reality is - he can’t go home. In December of 2012, his family, along with all other Christians, humanitarian aid workers, and anyone affiliated with anything that wasn’t Muslim, were forced to leave.

“We were told to leave, but we couldn’t because they were holding our passports.”

It was a purging of the country. The government wanted to make it a Holy Nation, and in Islamic terms, that meant no infidels. Everybody out. They were forced to go to the airport and wait for someone who promised to bring their passports to them. As it turned out, that ‘someone’ didn’t show up that day. So his family spent the night in the street across from the South Korean embassy.

He chuckles as if the significance of that day just now struck him, “Huh. That was Christmas Eve.”


He and his family left their home in Sudan on Christmas Day of 2012 and will likely never go back. Today he’s feeling a bit gloomy, a little down.

What could I say?

Sometimes I feel like I have something to contribute to the conversation – some pearl of wisdom or a Scripture that the Holy Spirit brings to mind. Once in a while I can offer a strategy for fighting sin or a bit of perspective from an adult who’s been there. Not today. Today I had nothing. I just listened. I asked a few questions. I told him I would pray.

I failed at an attempt to make him feel better:  “everybody goes through changes as they grow up”  I said.  I regretted those words as soon as I said them. Of course, he wasn’t offended. I’m not sure he even sees his story as different from anyone else’s. He’s never mentioned any of these details before today, and we’ve been meeting weekly for over 2 years.  ‘'


I am blessed to be involved in mentoring relationships with several young men on campus this year. Every time we sit down, I’m challenged. Every time we talk, I’m encouraged. Every time I hear a story about what they’re struggling with and how the Lord is working in their lives, I’m convicted to walk closer to the Lord myself. What a privilege and an honor to work here and live life with these students!

Who’s mentoring who, anyway?

*this story was published with the permission of the student*

Saturday, October 31, 2015

many are the FACES of R.V.A.

Enjoy these shots from Multi-Cultural Day.  It is one of the most memorable events on RVA’s calendar for sure, a full day of celebrating the diversity with which God has blessed RVA! 

Students and staff are encouraged to dress in such a way as to represent their “home” countries.  For some that means where they were born (their passport country), for others they represent where their parents are currently working. For most, it’s a combination of all the places they’ve called home at one point or another. 

As you scroll down through the pictures, you may notice that the most patriotic thing I own is a Buffalo Bills polo.  Sorry, America.


The best part of each Multi-cultural Day is the FLAG CEREMONY.  This year, 30 flags were carried by students hailing from those countries.  They hold their flags high, processing as their National Anthem plays, and then they have the chance to greet or bless the crowd in their heart language.  We cheer loudly for each one, but the most enthusiastic cheers go to Kenya each year! 


We LOVE these students.  And we are PRIVILIGED to be a part of what God is doing in this GLOBAL COMMUNITY. 


Thanks for allowing us to be here.  For the expansion of His Kingdom.  Until the whole world hears. 

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